Lorazepam withdrawal continued

I hate this crap. I wasn't able to get help in the er or from the psychiatrist. They both say its not possible to have the withdrawal coming off a mg and a half of use or the allergies im having. I told the doctor in the er to not give advice for things she doesn't understand. The ignorance around these medications is astounding. I had to go back up to .5 mg for the last three days to get rid of the intolerable withdrawals which are dizziness like being in an earthquake numbness and bloodsugar drop. Taking .5 means my stomach and abdominal pain has returned, I feel aggressive and my temperature rises a couple degrees I feel hot and nauseous and my eyes dry out. It's almost worse than the withdrawal. So after three days back on .5 I am going to split .25 up throughout a 24 hour period. I also have some valium so if I feel insane I will take a small dose of that to numb me out a bit and sleep. Its better to be addicted to valium as I don't have an allergy to it but I don't plan on really making an equivalent switch over to the valium. I just cannot stay on this lorazepam it is killing me. Here we go.