Valium is a bust: another allergy

I am so close to getting off the stupid valium. I was able to go a day without it and developed an increase heartrate by the middle of the next day so had to take a very small amount (about. 1 mg) but it wasn't enough. I woke up in the middle of the night w an increased heartrate again. I noticed my eyes were bloodshot and dry and throat was sore already from such a small dose. Buy to avoid another trip to the ER I took another .15 mg. My cervix, bladder and colin inflammation have also reached a critical point so much so that my second gynocologist insist endoscopic surgery to find the source of the inflammation. I can't help the thought that the source is under everybody's nose, a combination of allergic type reactions to all the psych Meds I've taken this year in my attempt to stay medicated even after they stopped working. This scares me bc I have to go off but nobody will hear me when I tell them I am reacting to the medications. I pray my cervix will recover after all this as well as my other affected organs and that there's no cancer bc inflammation I've heard is a condusive environment to all types of cancer. Antihistamines interact with valuium so that is off the table. They have tested everything to find the source of my severe pelvic pain: tested for all stds and bacterias, including testing for bacterias and viruses in the blood, stool sample for parasytes, many many exams stretching over a year revealing physical signs of my cervix "looking like a skinned knee", an endoscopy and colonoscopy, ultrasound of my pelvis and mri of my abdomen. Now they insist on laproscopic surgery to check for endometriosis which would probably cause more inflammation and require me to take pain Meds and considering that I tend yo develop reactions within two weeks to any med and even some vitamins, im not too exited about it. Im afraid of waking up with more bloodshot eyes this morning. This is all very scary. Time to pray again. God please he'll me through again. You have helped me so many times. Eyes are burning. Hands are numb.