I usually take a low dose of ativan to help me sleep and last night I was out so took about 15 mg of my boyfriend's Trazadone. I woke up Saturday morning to a familiar type of torture. Extreme agitation and anxiety. It runs up my spin and into my brain. This is the devil inside me, a fried hypersensitivity that lights up when triggered by the wrong thing. That tends to happen with antidepressants, some are worse than others. I'm noticing serotonin antagonists are not a good thing for me. Seroquel, Vibryd, and now Trazadone have caused this same reaction, all antagonists of certain serotonin receptors. Trazadone blocks or antagonizes the 5HT2A receptor. I believe when I took the Staphysagria I damaged some of my receptor cites. It's important when find a medication I don't activate the wrong one.It's extremely painful. I woke up at 7 and had to run outside and weep. What has happened to me? I used to be able to take these things and they were helpful. It causes great despair. And I need help for my depression so it feels like a trap. What is the answer?
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